Summer is here, at last…but this time is Different.

Posted by Javier on June 25, 2012 · 8 Comments 

It’s really comfortable to feel in my fingertips the touch of the keyboard’s keys again, and their unchanging and annoying melody when typing on them ^^

Almost two months since I last posted something here…two months! It’s way too amazing to see how fast time passes by, just like a lightning:  you can see it, but not all the time you’d like to ( unless you take a nice picture of it ^^)

Summertime…the best award for the year’s work?

I spent yesterday night checking the blogs I follow ( or the ones I USED to follow before my exams came into scene), reading the posts I have missed during the time I’ve been away. Every blog made me feel relaxed and confident again, and brought me back good memories. I believe that’s why I spent almost 4 hours reading and commenting  in front of the screen of my laptop till my eyes started to be like a pair of strawberries lol! I needed that…I run out of  a moment of piece in my own loneliness…maybe just to disconnect and thinking about anything.  After “the perfect storm” that took place in my life some days before, I needed to start again with my hobbies (among them, WordPressing and learning from all the interesting blogs I follow)

Wanna know what I mean with “Perfect Storm”? Ok, I’m aware that comparing it to all the real problems that people from all over the world are having every day, my Perfect Storm may seem more like a Stupid Storm…but for me, those last three months that I will talk you about below were the longest and most stressful in my life.

2012 was ( and now “has been”) the last year I would spent at my High, and I knew how much I was jeopardizing for my future. Specially, the last three months.

It’s been a non-stop of exams, tests, examinations, results, studying, working, drinking tones of café to stay awake as much as possible to hard study and lots of awkward moments that I had never lived before. It was painful and difficult, but I think it was worth the effort.

The 1st of June was my birthday (18 years old :D), and I had not even time to write a simple post about it , since my mind was lost in some kind of nightmarish reverie. Definitely, the stranger birthday I’ve ever celebrated lol. Unfortunately, the date of the exams fell just on my birthday and the upcoming weeks. During these months, I’ve passed my trimester exams, final exams, the SAT, the First Certificate of Cambridge (I’ve got the Advance in December)… such an experience! Now, I only hope I have passed them with good marks, or all my work will have been in vain!

Well, I’m not intending to write a book so let’s go straight to the point ^^.  The matter is that, when you reach the age of 18, you start viewing things from another point or perspective. And you also realise that things are not as easy as you thought they were. I realised of that the last month. And now that all is over,  I need to face myself and start again from zero. Change things that were going wrong in my life for right ones. Do things I’ve ever wanted to do and stop doing things I should have never done. Start new projects and come face to face with new challenges that can motivate me.

And I think that I do know how to start this change…

Javi’s back! 🙂

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